Sunday, January 05, 2014

Day 60: Good News! (Sort Of)

OK, so my week 9 weigh-in was 298 lbs; the same as it was in week 8.

The pain in my left knee and the plantar fasciitis pain in my right foot have continued unabated, and I haven't walked a bit.

Ironic, isn't it, that a blog about a fat guy walking to lose weight has no walking?

Anyway, in my last post, I talked about having to cancel the appointment I'd made with the knee and foot specialist because I had food poisoning.  I called back this week, and was told it would be four weeks before she could see me.

The pain in my knee hasn't been getting any worse, but it has become constant, rather than intermittent, as it was before.  I decided I couldn't wait for the appointment with the specialist.  The big practice she's a part of has an urgent care clinic, so this morning, I grabbed all my shoe inserts and went over there.  Great idea!  It was early on a Saturday morning, and no one else was there.  I breezed right in.

There was a pretty funny element to it.  When the nurse took me back to the examination room, she asked me what was wrong.  I told her I had plantar fasciitis, metatarsalgia, and Morton's neuroma in my feet, and was afraid I might have medial meniscus tears in both knees.  She looked at me oddly, and said: "Oh, have you already seen a doctor about this?"

I told her I hadn't seen a doctor, but I'd been researching it on the internet.

She literally tossed her head and said: "Humpphhhh".

I know medical professionals hate it when patients look things up on the internet and try to tell them how to do their jobs, but experience has taught me that I need to be actively involved in the process.  In the spring of 2012, I got in a wreck on my motorcycle, and broke my right arm. fractured my left arms, fractured a bunch of ribs, and broke my favorite pinkie toe.  The worst injury was my right arm.  The distal radius was completely broken at the wrist, and required surgery.  They inserted a plate and a bunch of screws.

He put me in a cast up to my shoulder.  I started researching the injury on the internet, and learned the latest thinking was to not put it in a cast, but to put it in a frame with bolts holding the hand and wrist immobile, instead.  That way, once, or twice a week, the doctor can unbolt it and manipulate the wrist.  This yields much better outcomes, as far as regaining function.  My doctor flat-out refused to even discuss it.

After six weeks in the cast, My doctor sent me to the physical therapy department at his clinic.  Again, I'd been doing a lot of research, and told the therapist I wanted to start an aggressive program of assisted manipulation.  He told me he couldn't, that the doctor was super conservative, and never allowed assisted manipulation.

Assisted manipulation is when you bend the wrist as far as you can, then the physical therapist "helps" it bend more.  A LOT more.  Multiple times.  Another word for it is "torture".  Everything I'd read, though, told me this torture was necessary.

You have ten "floating" bones in your wrist, surrounded by connective tissue.  When the wrist is immobilized for great lengths of time (say, six weeks in a cast), the connective tissue adheres to the bones.  The older you are, the worse this adhesion process tends to be; a 16 year old kid can spend six weeks with his wrist in a cast, and lose no movement.  At my age, though, adhesion is a virtual certainty, and aggressive physical therapy immediately after getting out of the cast is critical in ameliorating adhesion.

I didn't get that.

Week after week, I'd go to the physical therapist two, or three times, and he'd do a gentle massage on the wrist (which felt great!), and have me do some very easy stretches and exercises.  He was a great guy, and we became friendly.  At one point, he told me he agreed with me, but he worked for the clinic, and the doctor was his boss.  He had no choice.

So, I finished the twenty-week program with him, and my doctor told me I was healed, and had what I was going to get.  What I had (and still have) was a stiff wrist with about 60% of it's range of motion, and constant pain; sometime bad, sometimes not so bad, but always there.

I finally went to another physical therapist, who was shocked at the treatment I'd had, which he described as "out of the 70s."  He referred me to another orthopedist, who, as all doctors do, would not say anything critical of the doctor who'd treated me, but did say he would have done it differently.  The treatment plan he described was exactly what I'd been pleading with my original doctor for.

By that point, all he said he could do was put me under anesthesia (because I'd never be able to tolerate the pain if I was conscious), and bend the wrist to "extreme angles" and hold it there until the adhesions came loose (if they would come loose).  He said my wrist would swell up to the size of a cantaloupe, and I wouldn't be able to use it for a couple of months.  I'm a poker dealer, and use that hand constantly, so that meant two-to-three months out of work.  He said it would probably take two, or three procedures, that he couldn't guarantee a return to full mobility, and there was a risk of nerve damage.

Guess I'm sticking with what I have.

Several lessons learned:

1.  Never go to a physical therapist who works for your doctor.  If I'd gone to another PT, I could have had a say in my treatment.

2.  Research your condition on the internet, and insist your doctor discuss your questions and concerns with you until you're clear on what that doctor is saying.  

3.  When you don't agree with your doctor, immediately go and get a second opinion.  Don't just go along with what he, or she says.

Anyway, this morning, after the nurse left, the X-Ray guy came and got me, and took  bunch of x-rays of my feet and knees.  I then waited in the exam room for the doctor.  As soon as he walked in, he said: "So, you're the guy who likes to diagnose himself on the internet!"

I just laughed.  He was in his 40s, a former combat medic who had gone to med school after serving in Iraq, and who has foot and knee problems himself, and is a fellow dog lover, too.  Really nice guy, actually.  He consulted the x-rays for awhile, then thoroughly examined my knees and feet.  Afterwards, he said: "Regarding your feet, you have plantar fasciitis, metatarsalgia, and Morton's neuroma."

I just looked at him, and we both burst out laughing.

He said my knee problems weren't meniscus tears, though.  He said my problem was I had 56 year-old knees.  The x-rays had revealed arthritis in both knees, and that was the pain I was feeling.

Now, normally, finding out you have arthritis in your knees might not be such a good thing, but compared to meniscus tears that will eventually require surgery, I'll take it.  It goes back to the question of being hurt, or being injured.  Torn meniscus are injuries, arthritis just hurts.  Walking is actually good for arthritis, and the pain is something I can learn to deal with.  At least I know walking on it won't injure it further, and that's a big deal.

He went over stretches I can do for the plantar fasciitis, which he also suffers from, and he said it can take a very long time to heal.  We also talked about shoe inserts, and exercises I can do for my knees.  I left feeling pretty good, and excited that I can resume Lily's walks.

Of course, it's 17 degrees, and sleeting, so I won't be resuming Lily's walks just yet.

When I got home, my new knee brace had gotten here.  It's pretty cool.


The upper cross straps offer support right where I have the arthritis pain.  I've been wearing it for about six hours, and haven't felt any pain at all, or even the "twinge" I constantly feel, so I'm really happy with it.  Amazon had it for half price as a "used" item, but it looked brand new to me.  They have one more in my size, so I'm going to get it for my other knee.  It's not hurting now, but the doctor said the x-rays showed arthritis in both knees, so I know it's just a matter of time.

So, here's my plan.

I'm going to keep wearing my knee braces, and start doing the plantar fasciitis stretches the doctor and I discussed.

As soon as weather allows, I'm going to go back to walking Lily one mile per day.

I'm on vacation now, and go back to work on the 16th of January (11 days from now ).  When I do, I'll go back to climbing the five flights of steps per day I was doing before the injury.

As soon as it feels comfortable, I'll step Lily's walk up to 1 1/2 miles per day.

As soon as that feels comfortable, I'll start dropping her off, and walking another 1/2 mile on my own, at a brisk pace.

As soon as that feels comfortable, I'll add 1/2 mile to that, and another, and another, until I'm up to my 3 1/2 miles per day in 1 hour target.

I'm going to take it slow, and careful, as I should have done at the beginning of this blog.  I'm going to have to learn about managing osteoarthritis knee pain, and I'm going to have to take my age into consideration, as I'd never had to do before.

We'll see.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

Day 54: Continued Suckage

So, I weighed in on Day 50 (Week 7).  Back to 298lbs.  Clearly, the Week 6 Weight loss was due to dehydration and food poisoning.

As I said I would in my last post, I switched back over to the Dr. Scholl's inserts from the New Balance inserts.  Previously, the Dr School's insets had helped a lot with the plantar fasciitis, but the ball-of-foot pain got much worse while wearing them.  Switching to the New Balance inserts caused the ball-of-foot pain to go away quickly, but the plantar fasciitis got worse.  I decided to wear the New Balance inserts until the ball-of-foot pain had been completely gone for more than a week, then switch to the Dr. Scholl's inserts in the hope that the plantar fasciitis would then heal, and the ball-of-foot pain wouldn't come back.  I made that switch last week.

So far, so good.  There has been no return of the ball-of-foot pain, and the plantar fasciitis is completely gone in my left heel.  I'm still experiencing plantar fasciitis pain in my right heel.  It is less than what it was before switching back to the Dr. Scholl's inserts, but it's been pretty steady for the past several days.  I'm just going to stick with it, and hope for the best.

The knee pain continues to be a big concern.  I've been wearing my McDavid Level III knee braces as much as possible.  I'd only felt a few twinges in my right knee, and have been wearing the brace on that knee pretty much as a preventative measure, and have had no more problems with it.  The left knee has been strange.  Some days, I feel nothing.  Some days, it hurts, and some days, I just feel a twinge that sort of warns me to take it easy on the knee.

Look down at your left knee.  Put your finger on the kneecap.  Go up to the top of the kneecap, then over to the right side (the inside).  Now go down about 1 inch.  Just to the right of that (the inside) is where I feel the pain, weirdness.  It doesn't swell, but sometimes, when I press there, it hurts.  Other times, it doesn't.  For the past 4 days, the twinge I feel there has been constant.

It's strange, It doesn't hurt when I bend down to get something, or climb stairs, or twist the knee.  The only time I feel it is when I'm walking.  When I walk, I bend the knee as little as possible, and get the weight off of that leg as quickly as possible.  I've just realized that causes me to put more weight on my right leg.  Maybe that is what is causing the continued plantar fasciitis pain in my right heel.  We'll just have to see.

My knee braces are good, and my knees feel much more stable when I wear them, but they don't do anything directly for the spot to the inside of my knee where I actually feel the twinges/pain.  I've ordered the next level up brace, which has cross straps to support the area of the knee where my twinges/pain are.

 http://www.mcdavidusa.com/Product/429RX/MCDAVID_Level_3_Knee_Brace_w_PSII_hinges_cross_straps.aspx

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Day 45: How to lose 8lbs in 2 Days

Well, it's day 45, and things still REALLY suck.

The funny thing is, I'm losing weight, and I haven't walked a bit!

My Week 4 goal was 299lbs; I weighed in at 300lbs

My Week 5 goal was 298lbs; I weighed in at 298lbs

My week 6 goal was 297lbs; I weighed in at 290lbs (more on that later).

The foot and knee pain I've been experiencing had barely abated, and I made an appointment with a foot and knee specialist, but of course, I had to wait more than 2 weeks to get in to see her.

I'd been wearing Dr Scholl's gel inserts.  I put Active Series inserts in my walking shoes:

http://www.drscholls.com/Products/ActiveSeriesInsoles

They helped, but the biggest size they come in is 10-13, and I wear 14s.  I can feel the end of the insole with the balls of my toes.  It feels weird, and I wonder about blisters if I ever get to the point where I'm doing some miles again.

I put Extra Support insoles in my work shoes, primarily because they come in a size 14.

http://www.drscholls.com/Products/MassagingGelExtraSupportInsoles

I could immediately feel a difference for the better with both insoles.  My plantar fasciitis(heel) pain decreased almost immediately, but the ball-of-foot pain actually got worse.  I added additional gel ball-of-foot pads, and Pain Relief Orthotics for the ball of foot:

http://www.drscholls.com/Products/BallofFootOrthotics#tab-link1

Nothing helped.  The pain kept increasing, and I could feel the swelling between the bones of my third and fourth toes in the ball of my foot all the time.  It hurt!!!

I decided to try some New Balance insoles:

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00513IFJO/ref=oh_details_o03_s00_i00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

These have excellent arch support that feels great, and the heel is heavily cushioned.  The ball-of-foot pain began to decrease immediately, but the plantar fasciitis pain increased!  While I waited for the Dr's appointment, I decided to stick with these until the ball-of-foot pain had been gone for at least a week, then switch back to the Dr. Scholl's inserts in the hope that they'd cure the plantar fasciitis pain, and hopefully, the ball-of-foot pain wouldn't come back.  It ain't scientific, but if one pair of inserts make the heels feel better, and the other makes the balls of my feet feel better, this plan makes sense.  I'm right at the point where I'm ready to make that switch.

The knees are what really have me worried.  I've done a ton of research, and I'm convinced my problems are torn meniscus in both knees, with the left being the worst.  There's very little bloodflow to the meniscus, so tears don't heal.  I've been wearing my McDavid Level III Knee Braces a lot:

http://www.mcdavidusa.com/Product/429R/MCDAVID_Level_3_Knee_Brace_w_PSII_hinges.aspx

My left knee is worse, but I've been feeling twinges in the right knee, too, and want to make sure nothing happens to it, so I wear them on both knees.  My left knee not only hurts more, but it also feels unstable frequently, and has "given out" a time, or two.  Putting the brace on not only takes the pain away, it makes the knee feel stable as well.

So, the appointment with the knee and foot specialist was this past Wednesday, and of course, I got food poisoning the night before.  It was HORRIBLE!  I couldn't eat, or drink anything for two days.  Just thinking about it sent me racing to the bathroom for another round of hurling.  I was going to try and make the appointment, anyway, but I got in the car to go, turned the key, and the Goddamned battery was dead!

So, my week 6 weigh in, where I'd gone from 298 to 290lbs, is probably a bit misleading, as it took place on my 2nd day of no food, no fluids, and constant vomiting and other things.  I was dehydrated, and I'm sure almost, if not all of that weight loss was due to that dehydration.

I'm going to call and make another appointment on Monday, but I'm sure it'll be another couple of weeks before I can get in to see her.

Oh, well ....................

Meanwhile, Lily still isn't getting her walks, and that breaks my heart.


Monday, December 02, 2013

Day 27: And The Hits Just Keep On Comin'

OK, so I did my Week 3 weigh-in on Day 22.  Back up to 305.  I'm not upset; I haven't been walking, so of course, there's no weight loss.

The pain in my feet and in my left knee have persisted, despite the fact that I've not only quit my daily walks, I'm also minimizing the steps I take everywhere else in my life.

I've been doing a lot of research, and I'm pretty sure I have a tear in the meniscus of my left knee.  I'm going to make an appointment with a knee and foot specialist later today.

Sucks.  Just sucks.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Day 20: I've Got Some Good News; I've Got Some Bad News

OK, so the good news first.  On day 8, I did my Week 1 weigh-in, and I'd lost 3 lbs (303-300 lbs).  Yay!

While cool, there's probably some variance in there.  In the past, I've seen my weight vary by several pounds throughout the day, so it's entirely possible that my initial weigh-in was high, and my Week 1 weigh-in was low.  Over time, that variance evens out, but I know enough about how my weight can fluctuate throughout the day to not get too excited, or too disappointed over any single weigh in.

I walked 14.6 miles in week 1, and climbed 448 steps.  That's not bad, for a start. but my goal at this point in my program (and where I feel I'll begin to lose weight, and get healthy) is to be walking around 25 miles per week, and climbing around 600 steps per week.  I understand I'll have to build to that point (boy, do I ever understand that, as you'll see as you read on), but that activity level just doesn't add up to a legitimate 3 lb Week 1 weight loss.

With all the bad crap that's happened lately, though; I'll take it.

And now, the bad news: my feet and knees are screwed up!

In my last post, on Day 5, I posted about the dizzy spell I had while out walking.  That really freaked me out.  I felt out-of-sorts for the next several days.  On Day 6, I did the stairs at work before leaving, and walked Lily a mile that night, but I still felt strange, and just a little bit dizzy while doing so.  My feet hurt, too.

I decided to take Day 7 off.  I felt better on Day 8, and did two miles.  The foot pain persisted, and I felt a little twinge in my left knee.  I got a half-mile into my walk with Lily on Day 9 when I began to feel pain in my left knee that was exactly like the pain associated with the ligament strains in my knees in Fat Guy Walking 1.0 back in 2006.  As soon as I felt that, I made the decision to put the entire program on hold, right then and there.  I turned around, and slowly limped home.

I'm writing this 11 days later, on Day 20.  In that time, I haven't walked, I haven't climbed any stairs, I haven't even walked Lily, and that hurts.  She loves her daily walks, and not giving them to her breaks my heart, but I simply cannot allow these injuries to get worse.  I am absolutely determined to continue my program, but I am on total rest until the knee and foot problems are fully resolved.

In that time, my knees have gotten a little better, but despite my staying off of my feet as much as possible, they've actually gotten worse.  The pain is in my heels, and in the balls of my feet.  At it's worst, the ball-of-foot pain has even caused pain and numbness in my toes.  The pain is actually at it's worst when I first get up in the morning; I can barely walk.  As the day progresses, and I move around, the pain abates.  If I'm off my feet for 30 minutes, or more, though, the pain actually gets worse for awhile.

I've done a good bit of research on this, and I'm pretty sure my heel pain is plantar fasciitis, and my ball of foot pain is metatarsalgia, and Morton's neuroma.  The primary recommendations for treatment of these conditions are rest, and shoe inserts.  I'd already gone to Dr. Scoll's gel inserts, and have added metatarsal and ball of foot pads, but so far, no good.  A friend of mine swears by a place called Ideal Feet, but their inserts are really expensive.  I'll check them out if things don't improve soon.

What really pisses me off about this is, it is all my fault.  I was living my life, which included a lot of time on my feet, and walking Lily a mile a day with no foot problems whatsoever.  I decided to start a walking program, so, as I always do, I jumped in whole-hog and overdid it; not just in the amount of walking I did, but in adding in climbing the stairs at work, parking as far as possible from the entrance at work (more than 2/10 of a mile), etc.  All of that, and more, would have been fine, but they needed to be added in gradually, giving my body  a chance to adjust.  According to the multiple Ideal Weight calculators and charts I've checked, I should weigh between 160 (RIDICULOUS), and 247lbs (too much).  While those are extremes, most place my ideal weight between 180 and 210 lbs.  Split the difference, and you get 195lbs.  That means I'm carrying more than 100lbs of extra weight, and my feet and knees have to support all of it.  It should have been no surprise to me that so quickly adding so much more stress to the feet and knees having to carry all that dead weight caused problems.

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

When my feet and knees are healed, and I get back to this, I'm going to do so on a very specific schedule, with a gradual ramp up in mileage and additional activities.

Oh, and my week 3 weigh-in?  I went from 300 to 301 lbs.



 

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Day 5: You Spin Me 'Round (Like A Record)

1:44 pm

So, at the end of my last post, I was heading out the door for my walk.  I've split my 3.6 mile daily course into 2 parts; 1.5 miles with my dog, Lily, then the plan is to swing back by the house, drop her off, and walk the other 2.1 miles at my target 3 mph pace.  Due to the foot and shin pain I was having, I was going to reassess after Lily's 1.5 mile leg, and decide whether to go on.

Before I left, I remembered I'd had some foot pain the first time I'd done my walking program back in 2006 (Fat Guy Walking 1.0) and had bought some Dr Sholl's gel insoles, and still had some.  The shoes I wear are Nike Air Max Copious (http://www.academy.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/Product_10151_10051_89686_-1__?N=610945419&kwid=ps_cse&cid=CSE%7CGoogle&gclid=CNWJlJyD27oCFUlp7AodQxAAcw)

Of course, they're half the price I paid for them a year ago, now.  They're fine, but comparing their insoles to the Dr. Scholl's replacements, I could see the replacements were much more substantial; better cushioned, and softer, so I put them in, and gave it a try.

Big difference.  I immediately noticed how much more comfortable the shoes were, and my heel, ball-of-foot and shin pain were much less pronounced.  As the walk wore on, the pain diminished even further.  Lily and I both enjoyed her walk, leaving me with a decision to make by the time we got back home at the conclusion of her leg of the walk.  Stop, or go on?

Have you ever Tin Cup?  It's one of my favorites movies.  There's a scene in the movie where Rene Russo, playing Tin Cup's new girlfriend, is talking to Linda Hart, who plays his stripper ex-girlfriend, about a decision he's in the process of making: lay up, or go for it?


Doreen:  No, no, no.  This is what always happens.  He's going for it.
Molly:  Go for it!
Doreen: Molly, get a grip.  He only needs par to tie.  Tell him to lay up.
Molly:  Go for it, Roy!  Just knock it on!
Doreen:  This is why we broke up.  He always went for it.
Molly:  My problem is, I've never been with a man who went for it.
Doreen: Honey, he's your guy.



Maybe it's why I love the movie so much, but I'm the guy who goes for it.  I'm absolutely terrible when it comes to sticking with something day-by-day, but when I reach a decision point, and one choice is more conservative, and the other is more daring, I'm always compelled to take the high-risk road.  In poker, they say if you don't know whether to raise, or fold, you should fold.  I don't do a lot of folding.

So, there I was, with less painful, but still sore feet and shins, having to decide whether to push on, or make the conservative, but probably smarter choice and call it a day.  I remembered the experience I'd had with trying to push through the pain with my knees back during Fat Guy Walking 1.0, and decided to lay up, and went to bed.

I felt like a quitter, but when I got up 8 hours later, my feet and shins felt better than they had the day before, so it appears to have been a good decision.  I went to work, hit the stairs in the parking garage afterwards, and on the way home, stopped and picked up a pair of Dr Scholl's Active Series Insoles:

http://www.drscholls.com/Products/ActiveSeriesInsoles

The insoles I had, while new, were 7 years old; they don't even make them anymore.  These are much more substantial, and the difference was immediately noticeable when Lily and I went for our walk.  They felt great!

About a mile into our walk, I suddenly became very dizzy.  I was completely lucid, my mind was totally clear, but I could barely stand, and began sweating profusely.  I was in front of a house that is for sale, and vacant, so I carefully made my way over to the porch, and sat down for 15 minutes, or so.  When the dizziness faded somewhat, I unsteadily made my way home.  There was no question as to whether I was going to push on, we quit at 1.6 miles.  I went to bed, and when I got up, I felt better, but still a little strange.

We'll see.    






Saturday, November 09, 2013

Day 3: Reality Check: "Are You Hurt, or Are You Injured?"

4:57 am:

I got home from work about 30 minutes ago, it's time to go for my walk, and I'm sore.

My heels, and especially the balls of my feet, hurt, as do my shins.  When I don't wear shoes, it actually feels like the area between my third and fourth toes is swollen, on both feet.  The pain in my shins feels like it could be the beginning of shin splints.  My knees and the outsides of my quads are also stiff and just a little bit sore, too.

I've clearly jumped into this too hard.  I didn't have a choice on Day 1; I had to drop my car off at the garage, and it is 3.5 miles from my house.  I had to either walk home, or not.  My original plan was to walk home from dropping it off, but ride a bus back to pick it up.  There was a problem with the repair, though, and they had to keep my car overnight.  I saw that as an opportunity, and on Day 2, I walked over to pick it up; another 3.5 mile walk.  Yay!

I was off work on Day 1, but I worked on Day 2 (last night).  That night, I also added what I believe will be an important part of my program; stairs.  There's a 5-storey parking garage at work.  After work last night, I climbed those 112 stairsteps.  I didn't run up them, I didn't take them two at a time, I just climbed the stairs in a normal, steady manner.  By the time I got to the final flight, I was feeling it (in a good way) in my quads and glutes, and was breathing a bit heavily.  After I'd finished, my legs and feet weren't nearly as sore, and only got sore again after I'd sat for awhile, which leads me to believe at least part, if not most of my soreness is simply due to lactic acid buildup.  If that's the case, then I'm OK.

That's the question.  This is where the rubber meets the road.  Everyone's heard a coach ask a player "Are you hurt, or are you injured?"  If you're hurt, you can push through it, but if you're injured, you need to back off right now.

I've had some experience with this.  Back in 2006, I was well into Fat Guy Walking 1.0, and I was cooking.  I was losing weight, I was feeling better, and every health metric I measured was improving.  I walked a course every day of about 3.5 miles, and finished it in about 70 minutes.  A nice, brisk walking pace of right at 3 miles per hour.  I'd reached a point where it didn't make me sore, didn't tire me out, and of course, I couldn't have that!

I have this competitive side that has caused me many problems over the years, and it didn't fail me here.  I started seeing if I could beat my previous time; cutting it to 1:05, 1:00, 55 minutes .... before long, I was wearing a stopwatch around my neck and shooting for 52:30 (4 miles per hour).  Then I set my sights on 50:00.  As I closed in on my goal, my knees started to get sore.  Despite the fact that I've had problems in the past with my ACLs, I decided to push through the pain.  It persisted.  It got worse.  My knees hurt all the time.  I got a couple of McDavid knee braces, and they were awesome, while I was wearing them, at least.

When I wasn't wearing them, though, my knees hurt!  I ended up wearing them not only while walking, but at work, too.  They stabilized my knees enough for me to continue my walking program, but my knees weren't getting any better.

Finally, I went to an orthopedist, and he jumped all over me, telling me if I didn't STOP my walking program immediately, there was every chance I would tear one, or both of my weakened ACLs, and require surgery.  He said many times, the body communicates with us very plainly, and pain is the plainest, clearest communication of all.  I listened, and completely backed off of my walking program.  It took months for my knees to heal.

And so that's the dilemma I face now.  If this is just soreness from starting an exercise program a bit too aggressively, then the thing to do is to push through it.  If my body is telling me I'm injuring myself, I need to back off, if not stop altogether, immediately.

Looking at my priorities, the first, by a mile, is Lily's (my dog) getting her walk.  Over the past three years, she has blown out both of her rear knees (they're called "stifles"), and required surgeries on both; first one, and when she was nearly fully healed from that, she tore the Canine Cruciate Ligament (CCL) (the dog version of our ACL) in the other.  I stupidly spent nearly a year trying a non-surgical method to treat it.  Here she is in her brace.

  It didn't work, and in February, 2013, the CCL tore completely, requiring surgery on that stifle, too.

She rehabbed well, but the fact is, she's got a lifespan of 15 years, tops, and she's spent nearly 3 of those years in pain, and not getting her beloved walks, so even if I have to rent a Hoverround, Lily gets her walk every day.

Surprisingly, my second priority is the steps at work.  Your legs are big muscles; engaging them in anaerobic exercise gives you good results at fat burning, quickly; I like the burn I feel in my butt and legs after walking up just 5 flights of stairs.  Also, the sign of aging I've noticed most has been weakness and unsteadiness in my legs and knees.  I really don't like the feeling, and believe working the stairs will help with that.  Third, despite the fact that my body mass index (BMI) of 35.9 qualifies me as being "Obese Level II (Serious)" http://www.robertorizzi.com/bmi.htm, I have always had skinny legs, and a non-existent butt.  I once had a stranger stop and ask me if I was sick.  When I told her I wasn't, the nice, little old lady whom I'd never seen before in my life said, "Well, you sure look like you've been taking noassatall, cause you've got no ass at all!" and walked away cackling with glee.  I like the idea of an exercise that not only takes fat off my middle, but works my chicken legs and nonexistent ass, too.


 (27 years ago .... some parts are bigger, but the buns and sticks aren't)

So, the plan I've arrived at for my walks is this;  With her knees still rehabbing, Lily can't go the full distance with me; probably never will be able to again.  Our daily walk has been just about a mile, and I've found a way to split my course where I can go with Lily for about 1.4 miles while swinging back by my house to drop her off, then finish the course.  I'm going to hit the road, get Lily her walk, then see how I feel when I get back here to her drop-off point.  If I feel really good when we get back, I'll continue.  If not, I'll leave it at that, and reassess day-by day.

Time to get to it.